Introvert Season
Helps my stay at home haiku.
I’m in my bubble.
Pandemic Playlists,
Headphones, a notepad, and pen,
Making use of time.
-Stevie
stay at home haiku
number fifty-eleven
or something like that ๐คฃ
30 Monday Mar 2020
Introvert Season
Helps my stay at home haiku.
I’m in my bubble.
Pandemic Playlists,
Headphones, a notepad, and pen,
Making use of time.
-Stevie
stay at home haiku
number fifty-eleven
or something like that ๐คฃ
18 Sunday Aug 2019
Tags
books over people, introversion, introvert problems, introverts, quietude, solicitude, the book was better
Introverts be like:
Nah, I have plans.
Sorry, I can’t hang out with you.
And by plans, we mean:
Netflix, Amazon Prime Video, and/or Hulu.
Please dont judge me,
I find solace in the solitude;
BOOKS ARE MY BEST FRIENDS.
That is unless you too know THE BOOK WAS BETTER!
Then and only then, can ye #quietly be considered a friend.
And by quietly, I mean:
An occasional nod.
And should you ever attempt to force communication,
I will be forced to channel my inner Virgo and tune you out.
My poems are not poems…
this for the quiet ones that understand loud and clear what I am talking about. ๐ค
-INFJ, @StevieStreets | NAH: an introversion / introvert problems poem
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#codeofthestreets:
My alone time is for everyone’s benefit. -Unknown / #introvertquotes
18 Sunday Nov 2018
Thanksgiving begets introvert problems slash holiday blues.
I don’t wanna small talk
Plus everybody can’t cook;
Yeah I said it, start spreading the news.
๐ณ Please don’t invite me,
๐คจ The way my stomach setup,
๐ค I don’t wanna be rude…
I come from a different culture
and I’m fresh off the 21-Day Veggie Challenge,
I can’t eat that food.
The Thanksgiving holiday got me over here practicing like:
๐คฆโโ๏ธ sorry, I don’t do potlucks!
๐ No Thank You, I just ate.
Introversion got me ducking berates of “Who made the potato salad?”
“I know you didn’t just renege?!”
and “Let me fix you a plate?!”
The way my tastebuds setup,
I don’t wanna know nothing ’bout no crunchy macaroni,
No zing of flavor,
Or undercooked food.
If the cook ain’t got full lips, Elbow fat, or black girl hips,
I’m not in the mood.
‘Tis not the season for something new,
If I gotta suffer through small talk,
I need soul food. ๐ค
–@StevieStreets #thinkingoutloud #poem | Holiday Blues vol. i
26 Thursday Jul 2018
To the women who have worked wonders in my life:
For what it’s worth,
I appreciate a woman’s worth.
Although your emotional labor is sometimes overworked and under-compensated,
I wanted to take a moment to let you know YOU ARE APPRECIATED.
Thank you for being emotionally available to me.
Although thou friendship is priceless to me,
I shall always be indebted to thee.
One Love,
Stevie
#codeofthestreets:
“Sure an ant can carry fifty times its own body-weight. But a human woman can carry one hundred times her own emotional weight.”
-Drawings of Dogs
For as long as I could remember, women have been the cornerstone of my emotional state.
As odd as it seems, I have often overlooked the emotional pillars (women) that build me up; I know you may not hear this enough, but THANK YOU for making me a better human being.
To the women I love: When I come to you with pieces of a man, thank you for making me whole. Thank you for speaking life into me. Thank you for gracing me with your smile. Thank you for the foresight and fortitude to invest in my emotional well-being.
For what it’s worth, I appreciate a woman’s worth. I love you even more, now that I know you made me smile on the days when I was emotionally unavailable and your propensity to extend your emotional energy drained your energy and it was hard for you to smile. Although the strength of a woman is seldom seen and emotional work is damn near invisible, I wanted to take a moment to say the strength of woman builds nations and there’s not a man alive that could shoulder the burden of a woman’s emotional weight. Woman, I adore you. THANK YOU for tirelessly carrying someone else’s emotional weight.
-Stevie
18 Monday Jun 2018
Posted Insights, Sonnets, THE EMOTIONAL PARAMETERS COLLECTION
inTags
elephant ropes, mental barriers, self-image, self-talk, the power within, you are enough, you are not your circumstances
FREE YOUR MIND!
When your thoughts are confined, you become blind to the power within you.
You are not your circumstances,
don’t let mental abuse stop you from reaching your full potential.
Tear down the emotional walls, FREE Your Mind!
The most dangerous prisons are built in the mind.
You are not a product of your environment, you are stronger than you think.
Success is 99% mindset; if you want to change your life, you have to change the way you think.
YOU ARE ENOUGH, but it will never be enough if you can’t see it in your mind.
AS A MAN THINKETH, so is he.
Never underestimate the power of habit, we are what we think daily.
They say one may never travel beyond one’s thoughts, are your thoughts guiding you towards where you wanna be?
Is emotional trauma reminiscent to the elephant and the rope analogy?
What’s holding you back? Is it fear? Is it a lack of hope? Tell me?
What kind of mental images are you painting? Tell me what you see?
–@StevieStreets #sonnet | FREE Your Mind
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#codeofthestreets:
A gentleman was walking through an elephant camp, and he spotted that the elephants werenโt being kept in cages or held by the use of chains. All that was holding them back from escaping the camp, was a small piece of rope tied to one of their legs.
As the man gazed upon the elephants, he was completely confused as to why the elephants didnโt just use their strength to break the rope and escape the camp. They could easily have done so, but instead they didnโt try to at all.
Curious and wanting to know the answer, he asked a trainer nearby why the elephants were just standing there and never tried to escape.
The trainer replied: โWHEN THEY ARE VERY YOUNG AND MUCH SMALLER WE USE THE SAME SIZE ROPE TO TIE THEM AND, AT THAT AGE, ITโS ENOUGH TO HOLD THEM. AS THEY GROW UP, THEY ARE CONDITIONED TO BELIEVE THEY CANNOT BREAK AWAY. THEY BELIEVE THE ROPE CAN STILL HOLD THEM, SO THEY NEVER TRY TO BREAK FREE.โ The only reason that the elephants werenโt breaking free and escaping from the camp was because over time they adopted the belief that it just wasnโt possible.
Moral of the story: No matter how much the world tries to hold you back, always continue with the belief that what you want to achieve is possible. Believing you can become successful is the most important step in actually achieving it.
-Unknown
13 Sunday May 2018
Posted Odes, Poems, THE EMOTIONAL PARAMETERS COLLECTION
inTags
emotionally scarred, INFJ, insecurities, languages of love, maybe i deserve, to the women i onced loved, vulnerability
To the women whom Iโve loved and lost:
Thank you for putting up with my shenanigans and antics
Thank you for giving hope to this hopeless romantic
And to the one that got away, I hold you in my memory banks at all costs
To the one that could be my baby’s mother and to the one that should be my Misses
I never meant to hurt you
And apologize for leaving you emotionally scarred
I want you to know, it wasn’t that I was emotionally unavailable;
Pretending I didn’t care for you when you left was incredibly hard
You gave me the kiss of life
Yet my foolish pride turned a piece of paradise into a cemetery of kisses
Maybe I deserve to watch you get married
Maybe a part of me died the day you miscarried
Maybe a fistful of tears is too much to carry
To the woman whom I’ve loved and lost,
May you find it in your heart to forgive me?
If my inability to love you gently led you to leave behind a trail of broken men,
Please forgive me
And to the woman that reads my poetry and can’t understand how I find it hard to express love:
Iโm not blackhearted, I don’t have a blackheart
Black Love is beautiful, loving you is easy,
However, Iโm learning how to accept love
Iโm opening the dialogue to express love, albeit through a poem
I know you think I don’t have feelings
Iโm learning to put my vulnerability out there,
Understand, I want to be a better man, I want to right my wrongs
Iโve been deflecting my insecurities for years,
To communicate better, I literally write my wrongs
Incidentally, my languages of love have destroyed women that I truly love;
If you look into my heart you’ll see, I wanna build God Body Knowledge
But my demons are living with me
I got feelings, I just lost a portion with each abortion;
You cannot love me if I don’t love myself,
I still ain’t forgive me
If you can’t understand how Iโm antisocial yet social,
Please forgive me
I know my INFJ Myers Briggs is hell
But I see heaven in your eyes,
May you be patient with me?
–@StevieStreets #ode #tothewomenionceloved | To The Women Whom Iโve Loved and Lost
09 Tuesday Jan 2018
Impaired Memory
Thoughts of Death and Suicide
Mood Swings and Anger
High Anxiety
No Emotional Response
Sadness and Self-Blame
–@StevieStreets mental health awareness haiku |
Sign and Symptoms of Depression i and ii
07 Sunday Jan 2018
Posted Poems, THE EMOTIONAL PARAMETERS COLLECTION, Uncategorized
inSometimes you need to be alone to quiet the noise.
ENERGY IS EVERYTHING…
in order to do thee impossible and see thee unseen,
you must understand the power of quietude and not being seen.
I mean; the sun is brilliant by day,
yet at night the the stars are seen…
I guess you can say, sometimes, I like people
and then there’s those times when I refrain from all contact with human beings.
The vibe never lies…
if I catch the slightest hint of the wrong vibe, I’m done with people.
Yet still in all
when I need time to replenish, it has nothing to do with people.
Being an introvert is not what you think,
sometimes I need silence to hear the divine energy,
sometimes I just need to think.
I’m responsible for both the energy that I give
and the energy that I accept;
therefore, sometimes I need to be alone to get to know my “self.”
Sometimes, I don’t answer my phone cause I’m busy engaging my higher self.
Sometimes, I prefer books over people;
and that has nothing to do with my Myers Briggs type having 6% feelings.
Sometimes, I prefer books over people;
only because erudition and intuition are premonitions that replenish the higher self.
In retrospect, I’m 50% introvert with extrovert tendencies.
If Mindfulness and Stillness teach you how to welcome extraordinary energy;
in a world where people seek attention like food,
solitude is my natural propensity.
I find solace in the solitude,
nothing makes me feel more alone than small talk in large gatherings;
lonely is the only company when you’re in the company of those that don’t match your energy.
This is dedicated to those that take time to replenish.
If calm is a superpower, introversion is not a blemish.
This concludes my ode to replenish;
I had my dose of people for the day, I’m going to replenish. ๐ค
–@StevieStreets time alone poem | Introversion: Introvert Problems
02 Sunday Jul 2017
I wanna paint art on the walls that you built around your heart.
I can’t promise to erase the hurt,
I can only speak of the love that we can start.
Baby, we can create new memories;
let’s throw the bad memories out.
The world is a canvas, let’s make art.
Maybe we can canvass the world,
hold hands in the park.
I know emotional walls come from a legitimate place;
it’s an easy defense mechanism, when you need to feel safe.
I know your heart needs to heal,
I can give you both time and space
but I’d rather take you dancing in the rain to erase the uncried tears from your face.
Baby, we can create new memories;
let me turn your Heartbreak Hotel into a gallery space.
Let me show you all the magic that an artisan of love could make;
let me remind you that even at your worse you’re great.
I know at times you’re insecure as f***
but you are more than enough
and I adore you nevertheless,
sweetheart, you are a work of art.
l know you’ve been running from relationships,
putting up walls to protect your heart
but I just wanna run my fingers through your hair,
ease your fear, kiss your forehead, keep you near,
kiss your neck, massage hands, nibble on your ear,
rub your feet, massage your mental,
explore the depths of your heart.
I see the vulnerable wild abandon in your eyes,
I see the capacity for empathy in your face;
I can’t promise to erase the hurt,
I can only speak of the love that we can start.
Baby, we can create new memories;
let’s throw the bad memories out.
The world is a canvas, let’s make art.
Maybe we can canvass the world,
hold hands in the park.
I wanna paint art on the walls that you built around heart.
Let me turn your Heartbreak Hotel into a gallery space.
Let’s go dancing in the rain to erase the uncried tears from your face.
I know emotional walls come from a legitimate place…
But what am I to do, knowing I love you
and you’re out here with uncried tears on your face?
What am I to do, when I’m out here like The Balcony Scene,
adoring the windows of your soul like The Starry Night?
What am I to do, knowing that the walls that you are building will hide me from your eyes?
What am I to do, knowing that the walls that you have built to keep your heart safe
are the same walls that will put the mask of night upon thine face?
Oh love, sweet love! Wherefore art thou love?
Let’s turn this Heartbreak Hotel into a gallery space.
Let’s throw the bad memories out;
let’s go dancing in the rain to erase the uncried tears from your face.
Oh love, sweet love,
help this hopeless romanctic put the art in your heart once more.
Let me paint art on the walls that you built around your heart, forevermore.
–@StevieStreets #hopelessromantic #poem | The Art of Love
08 Thursday Jun 2017
Vibrate higher, let it go…
Discipline yourself in the art of letting go;
when you began to need less,
you will begin to live a more abundant life.
The wisdom of emptiness will teach you to let go of the ego,
let go of people,
let go of the baggage,
let go of the need to be right,
let go of everything that does not help fulfill your life.
You must master making room, if you want to experience more.
If you keep holding on to what feels good,
there will be no room for greatness to arrive in your life.
–@StevieStreets #livingabundantly #poem | Let It Go